My summer blues have turned into complete apathy. I am kind of just a jumble of emotions and boredom, and I don't know what to do with myself. I move in to my dorm in two days, and start classes in four. I don't even know if I'm excited or not. I mean, I am excited, just at the same time I'm not. I'm kind of having weird second thoughts about everything.
I spent all afternoon yesterday baking chocolate chip cookies and banana bread, which was fun because it was just me at home and it gave my mind something to focus on. Also it means that I will have cookies for in my dorm, at least until I eat them all. Cookies make good comfort food.
I've been feeling really tired lately, even though I've been getting a lot of sleep. I ended up falling asleep earlier this evening, only to be jolted awake by my sister's music suddenly blasting. I can tell you I won't miss that. I didn't feel especially tired, but now I am really exhausted. It's probably from nerves.
The book Every Day sounds really interesting. I've been wanting to read something ever since I finished Clockwork Prince about 3 weeks ago, but never brought myself to actually start anything, and now it's kind of too late.
Anyway, I feel like this post is just really complain-y, but I don't have anything else to say. You all sound like you've got lots of stuff to do, are busy and enjoying things, which is good. That's about all I can think to say. Don't forget to be awesome.
-Deidra
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